By this point

my palms are rubbed raw and my

teeth are well ground

the time is measured in decimals

the sweet moment that might have never happened

The build up of self diagnosed sociopaths and self indulged narcissists.

More passion than any of the slightest seconds of any previous seconds

The heart beats in this awful rhythm because you know you won’t feel it again for the long time

Hold on to the moment you sumbitch

go home

jerk off

thats all you gonna do.